Lets get the finger typing and burn this keyboard up with the lightning fast speed as I recap the things that have happened lately. I can't remember the last time I felt compelled to write here, or anywhere for that matter. As much as I love using the internet as my personal feeling jam journal, its really not the safest or most thought out plan of mine.
Either way, I feel like getting it out there today. My life is getting weird, and I am really uncertain if it is the kind of weird I want.
I am in my last year of High School and for the moment, passing all of my classes, about to go to community college...not sure how I feel about that one...
I have a pretty nice DeviantArt, scattered with drawings I am fairly proud of, and can see visible improvement in my skills every now and again. I'm not only learning new techniques but branching out to new styles and ways of drawing.
My FanFiction account has gotten large enough for a first time publisher like me, and my story seems to be pretty original and well received, with only good reviews.
I've even started a Tumblr ask blog called Freed-n-Friends, and even though it seems to be failing a bit, it still brings me happiness to check it every day.
I have too many ideas to draw and not enough time to get them done well, and people have really started to notice my talent, asking me to do a few commissions.
I'm going to have to leave all of my friends to go to a state I really do not like...and I was just now starting to adjust here. I was in a car accident and will probably be paying it off for the next ten years...then my car was flooded. A text book and two of my favorite art books were demolished...and everyday I wake up more tired than the last...
But we take the good with the bad and look at the bright side. College may not be as bad as High School, and I didn't hurt or get hurt in the accident, my car still runs and is reliable, and my sketch book didn't take any water damage. Everyday I wake up more experienced and hopefully more capable of taking on this cold and harsh world.
I know a lot of people are not having such an easy time...but I hope you all know there are better days, and to every dark there is a light. Keep your heads up and carry on. I've been having a hard time for a while, but I am not losing hope. I'm counting my blessings and accepting that things could be much much worse. I want you all to be safe and fight for your happiness!